A rose, for the dead.

I don't feel good right now.
I miss you all. It's all now gone. Friendship bonds, breaks so easily. Compare, 1 year ago, & now. How much have i lost, & how many have left? & walked out of my life? Think about it. It hurts every night, before i sleep. Realising, i'm still losing. Day by day, one by one, you all starts to leave. Have it ever occurred to you, how pain it felt? When you really needed someone, but you just can't really find anyone who's in your position before?

*DRUMS ROLLL*

LADIES & GENTLEMAN!
Hi! :D

Childhood-Lovers!

BAD NEWS BAD NEWS!
Yewtee square was on fire today. I haven't really got a primary source news yet, but what i've heard is that the old foodcourt located at the 2nd story, was on fire. I have no idea which shop is it. But i just know it seems quite bad. I've got a picture adapted from debbie's blog. She took the picture, if i'm not wrong. But yewtee stinks now. It smells of oil, and burnt paint. This is how it looks like. Credits from Debbie's blog. It's seriously damn bad lahs.

Ohohoh,

I've got this super funny things to say. Me and sheila was like talking about our childhood memories. Then we were talking about love. Haha. Then she told me, 3 years back, SHE LIKED ME BEFORE! HAHAHAHA, then back then, i still youngyoung, stupid one, also go like her ! :x HAHAHAHA, KIDDDING SHEILA! :) Haha, Back then, we liked each other. So funny lohs please. Haha. It's like, 3 years ago, we still so innocent and young. Don't even know anything. Maybe i don't know lahs, but sheila knows alot. HAHAHAHA! :x Then we last time both shyshy, so wasn't together. Haha, REALLY DAMN FUNNY LOHS, but the funny thing is that hors, SHE HORS, FELL FOR ME, TWICEEEE! HAHAHA, After awhile after we lost contact, i texted her back, then she said she like me. Haha. Correct hors sheila? :) Haha. Really funny siah. We both hors, really is like childhood friends. Haha. Nonono, more like childhood lovers. Haha. So that's the name we gave each other. 'Childhood-Lovers' HAHAHAHA! Nice name right ? Haha. Okayokay, anyways, i need to go offline niaos. Haha. Oh, & please support my blog please. You see the banner @ the column? >>>>>

Please support me by putting it in your blog too. Haha. Thanksthanksss :) Cheers everyone! :)

12Km in 55Minutes.

(Click to enlarge picture)

YAYYYY!

I bet you must be wondering what is that map for right ? :) It's an achievement that I've made today. Or perhaps, a new achievement I've made in the evening. The pictures shows the route that i ran, & in the top-right corner of the picture, it's the total distance that took me from Yewtee - Teckwhye - Tenmile Junction - Bukit Panjang Plaza - Senja Lrt Station - Jelapang Lrt Station - Fajar. & From yewtee to Fajar, It's around 6.2 Kilometres. But that's only from Yewtee to Fajar, I ran from Yewtee to Fajar, Went to my grandma's house together with Mingwei(Faggy Tang) & Henry. Cause they super thirsty. So went up, drink water, then went to find Joseph & Gordon @ nearby. Then talk a little bit, then we left back for Yewtee already. So we had a run back. Henry had to take another route, because it was quite late already. Around 10plus 11 i guess. So we ran & ran, i felt like a trainer. Teaching, guiding, coaching them the 'Must-Have' & 'Must-Do' in running. It's nice, to have friends to run with you, for such long distance. When you know they're tired, but they just keep it all to themselves and not saying a single word out.

I just ran & ran.

Just concentrated and ran. Nevermind, i can't blog already. Mama is always nagging. But main point is, i ran 12KM in 55MINUTES! :) Teeheeee. Awesomeee.

Family

Main point here,
I won't be able to online and blog as much. I'm now using it with approval as my 2ndbrother's showering. So it will only be a short post, i guess?

Summarised,
Days hasn't been great for me. In fact, it has been atrocious. Actually, it's much worst than atrocious. I hate this week. Family problems, that's the worst. I don't really have much time to say things out within a short period of time. I've been so called banned from using the computer, due to some problems. I've many restrictions in my life right now. & It isn't convenient to talk it out right here. Close friends of mine should know what happened between me and my family. It's a long story also. Shouts here and there, I hate it.

I'm stopping,
Friends close to me should know what i actually meaning by 'I'm stopping/quitting.' I'm just doing it for the better. Then i can have more money when i stop. Teeheee, then can eateateat even more.

Ohohoh,
& I've just received news that i can't call anyone along for this sunday's selection for the Youth Handball Team, It's @ Jurong West the don't know what name place lahs. Who wanna go, can tell me (: Then I'll see whether got space not. Haha. & I need an organizer to keep myself organized, and record all my homeworks down, write down my time-table & events and other important stuffs/dates. Sorry everyone, but do remember to still come to my blog, & TAGGG aye ? Thanks!

Problems,

Kept deep beneath my heart,

How do i phrase it out?

How do i show it out?

I hate this feeling.
I can never express my feelings out, properly.

My ass is NUMB-ED

Hi WORLD!
Haha. I won't be able to post too much already. I'm studying for now already. Around 3 more months to go, and it's O's level already. So I'm gonna start to push myself already. Meaning, it might be lesser time to blog, and lesser time to online. Unless if i need a break lahs (: Haha. Oh, & Youth Team Selection is around more than 1 week and less than 2 weeks time. Anxious. It'll be something like, 1 person fighting with close to a 100 people for 25 positions in the squad. So this is really scary. I wanna make it through both rounds lahs ): But it's just so pressurizing lahszxzx. Anyways, it's around 11.18pm now already. Around 42 more minutes to 12mn. So i outta sleep already, haha. & it's a FRIDAY TOMORROW! :) Weeeee!~ Means early dismissal. More time for D&T artefact, and more time for studies. Ohmygod, this just doesn't sound like me, the old me, just doesn't like studying so much. & now, i've slowly begun to grow a bit by bit of slight interest towards schooling and studying, & especially MATHS! :) Teeheee, ohgosh, it's seriously late. I don't wanna go school tomorrow with heavy and droppy eyes. Haha. Bye readers, passerbys & everyone!

Sleep tighttight, & REMEMBER TO GO PEEEE BEFORE YOU SLEEEP! :) Teeheeeeheee! :)

Seconds, Hours, So many days.

Pardon Me,
But there's a problem with the blog lahszxzx! Nb. You see the previous post. Always got extra de spacing de. Irritating siah. Oh yah, i forgot to write in my previous post, I'm going Kelong on Singapore's National Day's Week. Hope that i won't need to be quarantine when i'm back. Haha, but not so soon yet, Around august 7, 8, 9 or 10. But i'm going with the entire family! :) As in not only my family only. It's with the 16 cousins altogether, but excluding my eldest brother. Haha. Wasted nahs, Everyone should go together. Haha. But i'll have to sacrifice one of my youth training on the saturday. That's why i had hard time deciding on which to choose. Vacation or Youth Training. But vacation is like, super duper long time once only. Somemore, my aunt booked the whole bus, for the entire family. It ought to be fun for the three days i guess. Okayokay, that should be all already. I'm stopping hereee :) HAHA, BYEBYE!

She burns like the sun.

KIMBUMMM!
I'm not being gay here lahs. But hor, KIMBUM SERIOUSLY DAMN ... ... I speechless lahs. Haha, he damn handsome, damn hot, damn cute, damn photogenic. Steady lahs. I see his pictures, i jealous siah ! HAHAHA! :x Okayokay, all the kimbum's fans out there, here are a fwe of his picturess (:

FINALLY!
Mixpod is finally working for my blog! :) & Here are the songs of the playlist :) Ohohoh, & they're played in random. Shuffled. Haha.

1. Muse - Starlight
2. Muse - Invincible
3. Muse - Unintended
4. Muse - Hysteria

5. Muse - Plug In Baby
6. Muse - Sunburn

7. Muse - Newborn

8. Muse - Falling Away With You

9. Muse - Starlight (Jamie Dunn Remix)
10. White Dawg -Right Here Waiting(Rap)
11. Jesse McCartney Ft Baby Bash - Leavin'
12. Lifehouse - Blind
13. Adam Lambert - Mad World
14. Adam Lambert - No Boundaries
15. Kris Allen - Apologise
16. Kris Allen - Heartless

17. Kris Allen - No Boundaries

18. Akon Ft Florida - Guarantee
19. Akon Ft Michael Jackson - Hold
20. Akon - Keep You Much Longer
21. Asteria - The Taste The Touch
22. Casting Crowns - Does Anybody Hear Her

23. Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure
24. Michael Buble -Home
25. Neyo - Mad
26. Panic At The Disco - Relax, Relapse
27. The Killers - Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine
28. Sean Kingston - Fire Burning The Dancefloor

29. Cash Cash -Party In Your Bedroom

As you can see,

I'M A SUPER BIG FAN OF MUSE MANSZXZX! I MUST WATCH THEIR CONCERT WITH AHPANG IF THEY EVER COMES TO SING-KAH-PORR! YIPPEEESZXZX!~ I can't stop singing along with the songs going through in my playlist manzxzx! AWESOMEEEE MANNNZXZX!~

OHOHOH,
& MY BLOG'S HIT HAS REACHED 1000+ ALREADYYYZXZX!~ COOOOLZXZX! THANKS EVERYONEEE!~ Thank you everyoneeee :) THANK-E-YEW, THANK-E-YEW. & now, I'm hoping it'll reach 2000!~ Weeee!~ Please continue to support me ayee ? (: 谢谢大家! :x

P.s: Yillis, Kim Sang Bum more hot than your Lee Min Ho! HAHAHAHA! :x No offence to other Boys Over Flower Fans. This is to yillis only ! :)

Dolphins making & playing with air bubble rings.

Haha, so cool right?

I wanna have a pet dolphin, then i can swim and play with it everyday! & then i'll own a house by the shore. Then everyday, i'll train my doldphin to do tricks & DO AIR BUBBLES LIKE THE DOLPHIN IN THE VIDEO DO! :) It'll be damn awesome man! THEN I'LL BE EARNING BIGGG BUCKS! :) WEEEE~

Gosh,

I'm bored to death, finally found joseph and jeslyn to accompany me out le. Toodles! :)

Phone, stolen.

"Sometimes, all I need is just a hug.
To make myself feel less alone.

But I'm just too afraid to ask,

In case, I will to make myself look stupid."

Oscar.

About a few moments ago, i just thought of it. I hate today. My phone was stolen by someone. & I have no idea who the person is. So it goes like this, I reached Bradell Heights CC @ somewhere around 9. Then training was about to start. So i took out my phone and left it in the a zip pocket of my pouch. I always have a habit, of zipping my pouch, then clipping the so called 'fold'. So i zipped, and clipped the pouch. & hanged it on the fence @ the entrance of the court. So i the training started at usual. But i didn't think so much about it. Then halfway through the training, they shifted sides, to another side of the court. I saw everyone helping each other take their belongings, so i assumed mine had been taken and brought over also. So we did drills, warm-up, agility items and routines. So about around 10.20, i went to find my bag for my handphone. I search the area for my pouch, and realised that noone helped me to take my pouch. So i went to the entrance, where i left my pouch there. When i reached, i saw that my clip was unbuckled, and the zip was opened up. I got anxious, & started looking for my phone. I immediately went to tell coach. He recommended that i lodge a police report. So i went the the NPC just right beside the Court. Brought my Identification Card. Took down my statements & so on and forth. After that, he told me that there'll be a Investigating Officer who'll be in charge of my case. He'll contact me within 5 days time. & i'll have to provide him with an IMEI-Number of the phone. & i have to go offline about now already.

I wanna apologise to Jeslyn,
For the phone aye ? Terribly sorry, one day only. Then the phone now is stolen. 对不起阿! :( I'm going offline le. Bye.

"I always hide, though i want to be found."

Goodboy today! :)

People's wishes and dreams have come true one by one,

When will mine come/ be granted?

OHMYGODDD!

There's this seaweed stucked in the middle of my teeth! ._. Damnit, so irritating. WAITWAIT, IT'S OUT ALREADYYY ! :) Oh no, it doesn't taste like seaweed, it's kangkong! HAHAHA! :x YUMMMY! DELICIOUS! (: I've been tahan-ing my hunger since morning breakfast till like, NOW! :x Haha. This has been going on for quite a few days already. Haha. Ohmygod lahszxzx, school today was better than usual. Haha. I have started to listen in maths class. & i knows partially of how to do the chapter 'Probability' for Maths. It was like crazy in class today for English & Maths man! I was like giving all my attention and was like participating in answering and doings. For English, it was vocabulary, while for maths, it's Probability. Learnt 'Tree-Diagrams', 'Outcome', 'Probability' & Others. Haha. I was like overwhelmed by my attitude in studies man ! :D I wanna be a changed new man! :D HAHAHA. WEEEEE!~

Michael Jackson. :/

I know it's veryvery late for me to post about him. But what i want to post/say is that, He's a great inspiration for me in everything i do. For something or someone that means something to me, he gives in all his best to everyone wrong. For example, the child molest case. I'm sure he didn't do it too. But he spent billions/millions on this case suit. Untill before he died, he's still a man in fighting spirit. He died a broke man. This is why, the 'This is it!' comeback tour was announced. But now, he's in somewhere else already. Another dimension of life. Michael Jackson, visit my him someday if you're free. Shit, i shouldn't rake up the past again. I damn irritated with myself. I didn't watch Michael Jackson's funeral on Television. Damnit lahs. I wanna watch an encore. ): Anyway, that should be just all.

Takecare Michael J.Jackson!
August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009
King Of Pop. :/

The day's wonderful.

Nothing much to post nehszxzx
Just that i've REDO my O'level artfact for thrice le! I'm always not satisfied with my work. Jialat lahszxzx. By this week must hand-up already. Then i this few days kept staying back after school for D&T! :) I'm sucha GOODBOY manszxzx! :) HAHAHA! :D Everyone, remember to praise me! & Jelyn asks me to post more siah, i forgotten when she tell me liaos. She and Yvonne says my post very the INTERESTING! ._. HAHAHAHA! Nahs, but thanks for the compliment by the way. HAHAHA! :D It's time for everyone to buck up for O'level already aye? :D Haha, O'level are reaching sooonnn!~ Feel free to ask me out to study! :D Preferable locations are Yewtee/ Limbang/ Lot1/ Someone's house(This is the best, got food for me to eat. HOR YVONNE? :D )/ Or just somewhere quiet. Haha. Actually i'm okay to anything. I can study @ any place. Just that i need my MP3. HAHAHA! Let's push everything aside & CONCENTRATE ON O'LEVEL LIAOSZXZX! :D WEEE-YOUUU-WEEEETS! :D HAHAHAHAHA! Haiyah, i lazy to post liaos. Crazy BOY, Facing the screen, @ there talk to myself. LAME SIAHSZXZX! ._. HAHAHA!

OHOHOH!
& thank you Jeslyn for your spare phone alrightey ?! :D HAHAHA! APPRECIATED. Haha, but sometimes i'll auto-restart leyszxzx! :x HAHAHA! XIEXIENI UHS! :D HAHAHAAHAHA, Okay, i'm like typing alot of HAHAHAHAHA to make my post looks longer! (Trying to play cheat) HAHAHAHAHA!~

Alright lovely readers,
I'm shall stop typing here NIAOS. HAHAHAHAHA! Anything can text me uhs! MISS ME ALSO CAN TEXT ME NAHSZXZ.! :x HAHAHAHA! WAHLAOS, Super the THICKY-SKINNY siahhh ! :x HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alrighteyyy,
ME LURB EBERYONE LONG TIMEEEE :D

You're something beautiful, a contradiction.

It's a choice,

Of whom you wanna love,
& who you're tired of loving.

Happy Youth Day Kiddos! :x

Hehheh. Happy Youth Day Everyone! (: Today I was home the whole day, BORED TO DEATHHH SIAH! Boredom, equals to my worst enemy :/ I've updated my Music playlist, but i have no idea, why it can't play. There's a problem siahzxzx.

Loving takes no restriction.

Ohyahs, I wanted to post about love. Haha. So you see, Loving, is a choice that you make. Not a choice someone else helps you to make. When there comes this day, you get so tired of loving someone whom once values something so valuable to you, who once means the world to you. & you'll just reach for the stars and moon just for her to plant a smile onto her face. You'll do the most, just for the least. So the main point here is that, For a second, i wanted to stop loving you. Despite doing, sacrificing & stuffs. I get nothing for me. Love ain't fair you see. So it seriously got me veryvery tired at that moment. But after a long thought, i've decided, not to go for anything for the moment. Maybe i will, maybe i won't? I don't know. Let time tell everything.

P.S: Who was the one who kept asking me to give up on her? And when i wanted to give up, who was the one who disagrees? I'm not pointing fingers now. I'm just asking.

Someone Misses You

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Looked down on
Disappointment
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Someone Misses You

The Endd! :D

She is running, a 100mile per hour, in the wrong direction.

Home
Idk what to post. Just, feeling a little upset? I don't know the reasons, & i don't wanna know. Imissyou. & that's all that i know, & i'm of what i'm certain. I should have known, to never have gotten my phone back. Having a phone just worsens everything. Without a phone, i won't have to be afraid of losing one again. I think that should be for now.

(If you see this, please text me. Imissyou. Perhaps, you should know who you are.)