The cough,Is killing me. :/

Back from Malaysia.

Exhausted :/ Today went to Malaysia with the Youth Training Boys & Girls with our relative Coaches. It was a fine experience. Many of my team-mates landed up being injured. Played 3-Half's of 30 minutes per half. Team 1 played 1st & 2nd Half, while Team 2 will play the 3rd Half. But before it started, coach said that there's a slight change. I thought, 'Oh, this time surely jialat already. surely got bad plans de.' Then coach suddenly said, Oscar, Pritpal, & Vinoth will be playing for Team 1 too. So yah, we went to find someone who has got the extra Yellow Jersey.

1st Half, nothing much to say, i didn't play for the 1st half. I played for the 2nd one. Went in for like Half the match, then the match finished. Gosh, i need a new pair of shoes already. The bottom friction of the shoes, is totally gone. Dammit.! ._. I kept slipping. Then after the match finished, i proceeded to change into the 2nd Team's jersey. The red one. Both also are the Singapore jerseys.

3rd Half, I practically ran non-stop for 30 minutes. Up & down, sprinting speed. I seriously was exhausted :/ I didn't even had a chance to catch my breath. I held on, for the team. I didn't want to fail them. But @ the same time, the cough was killing me, i couldn't stop coughing, since a few weeks ago. I have no idea what's exactly wrong, but i got a feeling, it wouldn't be good. From the sound of the cough, and the pain i get from the cough, it can't be just a normal cough. This cough has lasted for at least 2 weeks already. & everytime, there's a sudden drop in temperature, it feels like as if, my windpipe shrinked in size, & i choked for every breath that i take :/ I know there might be something wrong, but i just don't dare to find out what is it.

I shall wait for a few more days/weeks. See how it goes. If it doesn't improve, then I'll see till then. Anyway, i was watching this show by the name of 向日葵的约定 (The Promise) on Channel U. It's seriously damn meaningful and touching. Here's the summary of the movie.

U频道原创影片 - 《向日葵的约定》(电视首播) The Promise ( 电影Movie )

从小对向日葵情有独钟的轻微智障女生 珊珊活泼、热情。容易轻信他人的珊珊正步入青春期，对男生容易产生好感。珊珊很苦恼，为什么她所亲近的男生都对她避而远之？珊珊的苦恼间接地影响到她的工作和学习。

Born with mild intellectual disability (MID), slow in learning and often gullible, 19-year-old Shan Shan is an innocent and friendly girl. Like any teenager, Shan Shan is going through a coming of age, yearning for a special someone.

I don't understand the Chinese part,

But i think you should be able to understand the English part. It's seriously quite touching. Meaningful too. Gosh, my mum just asked me why am i coughing so badly. And asked whether is it the Sports that I'm doing that's harming me. And asked me to go see a doctor as soon as possible:/ & i just told her see for a few days, and see how it goes. :/ Anyway, from 28th - 31st December, I'll be having my Youth Team Handball Training Camp. & here are the schedules:

Monday 28th Dec RED HFS SHIRT
0830 - 0900: Reporting at SYOG
0900 - 1200: Mental skills training (MST) 1
1200 - 1300: Lunch
1300 - 1600: MST 2
1600 - 1630: Journey to Ngee Ann poly
1630 - 1900: Team Building 1 at Camp David
1900 - 1930: Clean up, dismissal

Tuesday 29th Dec I LOVE HANDBALL SHIRT
0830 - 0900: Reporting at SYOG
0900 - 1200: Mental skills training (MST) 3 @ S2010 Hall
1200 - 1300: Lunch
1300 - 1600: MST 4 @ SYOG Court
1600 - 1900: Handball Training 1 @ SYOG Court
1900 - 1930: Clean up, dismissal

Wednesday 30th Dec WHITE HFS SHIRT
0830 - 0900: Reporting at SYOG
0900 - 1200: Champions talk with Mr C Kunalan
1200 - 1300: Lunch
1300 - 1600: Team Building 2
1600 - 1900: Handball Training 1 @ SYOG court
1900 - 1930: Clean up, dismissal

Thursday 31st Dec RED HFS SHIRT
0830 - 0900: Reporting at SYOG
0900 - 1200: Handball Training 2 @ SYOG Court
1200 - 1300: Lunch
1300 - 1330: Journey to City Beach Resorts
1330 - 1600: Orienteering
1600 - 1900: BBQ - New year Celebrations
1900 - 1930: Clean up, dismissal

That's the schedules. So should be quite packed till Countdown ._. But i don't care, I'll still find time for my Countdown with my friends and you. :D (My throat hurts.) D: Damn pain lah :/ Sigh. Nevermind. See how things go first. I'm still texting. I should be going off to bed soon. Goodnight.

Long post today again :D

Contented.

I'm not excited about Christmas or Newyear Countdown, someone make me excited pleaseee. :/

First of all,

Merry Christmas to everyone out there. Aiyah, i don't impose anyone would be able to read this post as well. Haha, so it's like I'm posting for the sake of posting :/ haha. Nevermind, let's talk about Christmas Eve. I came out quite late on Christmas eve. So was choosing what to wear at home, had a hard time, as I'm only left with a few plain old clothes. I seriously need to get news clothes. The plain boring old ones are making me sick. *Tongues Out* Okay, nevermind. Was suppose to have Countdown with Myself, Joey, Gordon, Pengkoon, & Joan.

Then left home around Evening,

i forgotten what time already. I think it was like somewhere around 5 or 7+. Reach lot, waiting for Pengkoon, then after that went to the interchange to wait for 67 bus to go to Timah. (What a place to countdown, dammit.) So reached the interchanged, i called Joey, she was still with her friend i think. She have no idea how to go there. She's never been there before. How adorable aye? HAHAHA! So i told her the directions. & Pengkoon & I left for Timah. We were like talking about alot of stuffs on the bus man.! About love, about his work, about my trainings. Soon after, we reached our destination. So went to find gordon inside. He playing L4D2. Haha. Nothing much exciting about this. So i shall skip.

Then around 1-2 hours later, Joey came.

I tell you, it's damn funny man. HAHAHA! She's actually worst than me. Imagine, I'm a road/MRT/bus idiot. Don't even know where is Plaza Sing. That's why very scared to travel alone. SCARED LOST! :S HAHAHA. But she's actually worst than me! :X HAHAHA. Then she called, told me, she alighted le. Facing COURTS. Haha. Then before that, I've given her a very specific direction already. After she sees the SPECTRA building, then get ready to press the bell. Then after she sees the Church, press the bell. Haha. Then she texted or called me. I can't remember. She told me she alighted already. & she's right in front of COURTS. So i thought, 'Oh! Jialat, she dropped at the wrong stop.' So i told her, 'NONONO, it's after courts. so i told her to take the bus, any number, then next stop, she drop.' HAHAHA. This after that she told me she dropped le. So PK & me when to fetch her. She super funny lah i tell you. HAHA.

We crossed the bridge,

tried looking for her, realised she not there. Then we find it quite weird, like, 'EH! HOW COME SHE NOT HERE?! SHOULD BE THIS STOP WHAT!' Haha. Then we gave her a call, asked her about her surroundings, she told us, all she could see was a HDB flat. We were like 'HUH?! HDB FLAT? WHERE GOT HDB FLAT?!' HAHA, I think she freaked out a little. & she thought she was lost! :X HAHAHA. @ timah there, there's a HDB flat, but @ bukit timah plaza, there's also another one. So Pk & I walked from one bus-stop to another. Walked around like 5 minutes, then finally saw her. She uh, super funny loh. We keep negotiating saying she wrong bus-stop. Saying she skipped one bus-stop when she boarded the bus. Haha. But she said she didn't. So we kept arguing here and there. Then until we reached Timah the bus-stop, she said she dropped @ there. But we told her wrong. HAHA. Actually, is both parties at fault.

Haha,

Firstly, she told us she was FACING COURTS. So if she say she facing COURTS, must have been alighted one stop earlier mah. Haha. But actually she was at the correct bus stop. But idk how she relate the BEAUTY WORLD to become COURTS ._. Haha, from the view there, you only can see partially of COURTS, but she this pundeh say she INFRONT OF COURTS ._.!!! HAHAHA. So i thought wrong stop, so asked her to take any bus, then alight at next stop. Haha. This is so hilarious loh. I seriously kept laughing when i saw her loh. You see her face, like a little lost girl looking for her papa mama. Then when she saw us, her face like wrote 'WAH, LUCKY UH! FINALLY GOT SOMEONE COME SAVE ME NIAO.!' HAHAHA. Damn funny loh.

So after that went in, i tell you. SHE SUPER SUAKU! Don't know what's a Lan shop. Haha. So went in, she went with Pengkoon to talk. Okayokay Then skip to better parts. So at night already. We sitting @2 the stairs talking, gordon went inside with his friends. Left Me, Joey & Pengkoon. So gordon was tellling us to wait for him, cause we wanted to go back to Lot1. So we sat outside& the two of them talking, & i got so bored. So walked here and there like some retarded. HAHAHA. Then, soon it was 12. Then i got so bored, i didn't want to talk much. So after that Gordon last minute bomb us, ask us go back ourself, he say his friend pay for his cab go home. WTH! Nevermind. So the three of us took 67 back to Lot1. Then there's where all the fun began!

We started to get hyped up.

Err, maybe not really we. But mostly, it's me. So i started doing many crazy things that made them laugh. Haha. That's the way i am. We disturbed the people in MacDonalds. Then we talked @ MacDonalds from 12midnight to 3am plus. Then we crapped alot i tell you. LUCKY I WAS HIGH THAT TIME! Super fun loh the three of us together. Threesome siah! :S HAHAHAHAHA! OHYAH! & this one important! JOEY GIVES A VERY SEDUCTIVE FACE WHEN LICKING THE ICECREAM. HAHAHA. Not bad, for the seductivity test, you passed! :D SEDUCTIVE ENOUGH! HAHAHAHA! :S Then my phone kept shutting down due to low batt. So part of me didn't want to go home so early, but part of me was worrying that she wouldn't sleep and wait for me. So it was damn late already. So we walked Joey home, due to the time being damn late and she's a female. Our clique usually does this one. So yah, we walked her home. It was late already, no more buses. No choice, had to walk. I tell you uh, my leg was breaking :S, due to the super far distance we walked. From Lot1, send her home @ somewhere near the Sunshine place. Then from her house, i walked Pengkoon back home @ Limbang. Then I went home to Yewtee. WAHHH! FARRR SIAHHH! Lose super many calories siah! :X No wonder woke up today feelig my shoulders damn sore (No link ._. Shoulders and Legs where got link? ._. )

So it's like,

From Lot1 > Sunshine Place > Limbang Park > Yewtee > SLEEEP! HAHA. DAMN TIRED I TELL YOU. Was messaging on the way home. But phone keeps shutting down. Haha. Seriously, this post can't tell how much fun we had. :B But i tell you, it's marvelous. Haha. Reached home already, charged my phone. Still texting. Haha. Soon later, i fell asleep while texting halfway.

OH anyway,

I didn't send out Christmas Messages this year.

As this year's christmas doesn't really excites me.
So if you didn't receive m message,

Terribly sorry dudes and dudettes.

I wasn't really interested in sending.
That's why. HAHA.
BUT IT'S OKAY, CAUSE HERE I AM,

WISHING YOU A HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

THINGS THAT I WANNA DO!

I wanna go shopping,

I wanna have lotsa cash,

I wanna go to the beach,

I wanna go see sunset,

I wanna stay over at friend's house,

I wanna go for Christmas parties,

I wanna go countdown for 2010,

I wanna go out with my friends,

I wanna see sunrise,

I wanna shop till i drop,

I wanna work,

I wanna visit new places,

I wanna buy new clothes,

I wanna go orchard walk walk,

I wanna roam around Singapore,

I wanna go to places I've never been to before,

I wanna dance all night,

I wanna be in the limelight,

I wanna be as high as i am before,

I wanna build up my body for the 2010 countdown party,

I wanna go to Taiwan again,

I wanna make new friends,

I wanna smile & laugh,

I wanna do handstand @ bugis again,

I wanna disturb other people,

I wanna do the grand freeze,

I wanna be involved in something big,

I wanna donate blood,

I wanna cut my hair,

I wanna reborn my hair,

I wanna dye my hair,

I wanna eat buffet,

I wanna go out an entire day,

I wanna do my magic tricks on strangers,

I wanna earn money,

I wanna walk around and see pretty people,

I wanna have a long post,

I wanna be famous ( Maybe, Maybe not. ),

I wanna buy my Gatsby deodorant,

I wanna buy my Gatsby wax,

I wanna see the fireworks,

I wanna sit the flyer,

I wanna spend a whole day with you,

I wanna go east coast park,

I wanna go west coast park,

I wanna BBQ,

I wanna go back school,

I wanna buy new clothes,

I wanna alter my old baggy jeans,

I wanna buy new jeans,

I wanna bu trendy clothes,

I wanna have a 100 'wanna',

I wanna be more mature,

I wanna be more like-able,

I wanna spank your ass,

I wanna go for smiling courses,

I wanna change my appearance,

I wanna eat honey stars cereals,

I wanna drink milk,

I wanna go to a pig farm,

I wanna down a dog,

I wanna own a guinea pig,

I wanna go kbox,

I wanna go singsong,

I wanna eateateat,

I wanna run a quarter mile ( Quite impossible ),

I wanna blog everyday,

I wanna make my blog hits/counters increase,

I wanna draw,

I wanna learn new things in life,

I wanna have a new hobby,

I wanna learn to cook a full meal,

I wanna learn to bake something,

I wanna fry an egg ._. ,

I wanna catch up with my old friends,

I wanna go out with BRENDON CHUA WEILIANG,

I wanna go out with GU-CHEE YUINPING,

I wanna go out with VENIE LIM HUI YING,

I wanna go out with BANSHEE TANG MING WEI,

I wanna go out with GORDON HO XIAO QIANG,

I wanna go out with JOSEPH LIM KOPI,

I wanna have fun,

I wanna be attached,

I wanna study,

I wanna add the girl in my suggestions list @ facebook,

I wanna watch haeundae ( The Deadly Tsunami ) again,

I wanna have my own room,

I wanna enter a interior-design course,

I wanna do voluntary work,

I wanna help people in need,

I wanna listen to 987fm,

I wanna buy new handball court shoes,

I wanna eat lunch,

I wanna find a new motivation in life,

I wanna be the best,

I wanna walk into a branded shop, & act like as if 'm rich and then disturb the promoter then reject her and walk away like as if nothing happened!,

I wanna spend valuable time with the people i love,

I wanna be surprised by somebody/anybody/everybody/you/him/her/it.

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BUT I JUST CAN'T BECAUSE I'M HELD UP WITH MY TRAININGS SCHEDULES._.!!!

Reasons for love.

I'll forget you,you,you,&you.

Loving, is stupid.

To have come to this fact, that i never realised this earlier. It was really stupid of myself to have not realise that long ago.

There are it's reasons of why people wants fall in love.

Reasons of why people wants to get in love/fall into a relationship/wants to be in love:

• They feel lonely.
• They want to have the feeling of being attached again.
• They envy the relationship of others, and hopes to get into one which the thought it could go well.
• Because by being attached, they can have a companion/partner with them.
• From the past relationship, they had a bad experience, so hoping, by getting into another one, they can let the partner feel how they feel, by doing the same towards the partner.
• There are still more but i don't really wanna type it down.

Reasons of why people doesn't wanna get into a relationship:

• They don't like the burden of being held down by someone.
• They prefer the life of being able to roam around freely without having anyone to call/text them to ask where they are.
• Due to the bad experiences of the past relationships.
• By not being in a relationship, they can save much more money.
• Because they have yet to find one yet.
• Obviously, there's still more but i don't wish to type it down.

This is my own theory & from my own experience. It might apply to you, it might not. But like i said, it's my theory. I might be wrong, i might be right. It sounds stupid, but it's through my own research and analysis and from what i see from my surroundings and my friend and myself. That should be all for today. I'm going offline already. Goodbye.

I'll stop loving each one of you slowly. I'm not afraid to admit, i'm fond of 2 person. so what ? Noone said it's a crime to fall for 2 person at the same time. & that 2 person, has treated me like noone ever does before. The both of them, are what keep me going on. Say i'm a flirt or whatsoever. My life, i'ma flirt. so what ? At least i live much more happier than you did.

I feel like privating, deleting or changing my website url :/

Please help me, tell me what to do .

Individualistic Doer

Personality Test Type: Individual Doers

Individualistic Doers are self-assured and very independent people. They are quiet and realistic, very rational, extremely matter of fact people. They strongly cultivate their individualism and enjoy applying their abilities to new tasks. But they are also very spontaneous and impulsive persons who like to follow their sudden inspirations. Individualistic Doers are good and precise observers who register everything which goes on around them. However, they are not so sensitive as regards interpersonal relations and are surprised when they occasionally rub someone up the wrong way with their direct and blunt manner. They are not particularly fond of obligations; but if you give them space, they are uncomplicated, sociable and cheerful individuals.

Individualistic Doers enjoy challenges - action and the odd kick are simply part of their life. They love tempting fate and many people of this type have risky hobbies such as skydiving or bungee jumping. This also applies to their workday life. Individualistic Doers are in top form in critical situations; they can grasp situations, make decisions and take the necessary steps extremely quickly. Hierarchies and authorities impress them very little; if a superior is not competent, they will have little respect for him. Individualistic Doers like to take on responsibility. They have a marked sense of reality and always find the most suitable and expedient solution for a problem. They resolve conflicts openly and directly; here, they sometimes lack tact but are also very good at taking criticism themselves.

As friends, Individualistic Doers are loyal and devoted; they only have a few friendships but many of them last a lifetime. People enjoy talking to them because of their optimistic attitude to life and their ability to listen. However, they prefer to talk about mutual interests and hobbies rather than about theoretical or philosophical issues - they are not tangible enough for them. They need a lot of freedom and time to themselves in love relationships but, at the same time, they are also very tolerant towards their partners. It happens very seldom that Individualistic Doers fall head over heels in love. They are far too rational. They prefer to pick their partner on the basis of mutual interests and preferences which they want to share with that partner. Individualistic Doers are not particularly fond of effusive outbursts of emotion. They prefer to prove their love by their actions and expect the same of their partner. Whoever wishes to tie an Individualistic Doer to himself needs a lot of patience. It takes some time before this personality type is willing to get involved with another person.

As friends, Individualistic Doers are loyal and devoted; they only have a few friendships but many of them last a lifetime. People enjoy talking to them because of their optimistic attitude to life and their ability to listen. However, they prefer to talk about mutual interests and hobbies rather than about theoretical or philosophical issues - they are not tangible enough for them. They need a lot of freedom and time to themselves in love relationships but, at the same time, they are also very tolerant towards their partners. It happens very seldom that Individualistic Doers fall head over heels in love. They are far too rational. They prefer to pick their partner on the basis of mutual interests and preferences which they want to share with that partner. Individualistic Doers are not particularly fond of effusive outbursts of emotion. They prefer to prove their love by their actions and expect the same of their partner. Whoever wishes to tie an Individualistic Doer to himself needs a lot of patience. It takes some time before this personality type is willing to get involved with another person.

Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, practical, logical, spontaneous, adventurous, resolved, independent, fearless, loyal, analytical, realistic, optimistic, interested, quiet, curious, circumspect, individualistic, action-loving, venturesome, cool, dispassionate, reserved, skilful, confident, independent, communicative, down-to-earth.

Love for Individualistic Doer:

(Sorry, as i don't want to type it out. To read it, please go to the website beneath.)

http://www.ipersonic.com/love/ID.html

To get a test result of your own, please go to

http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html .

Regent Handball on the news/internet.

Regent in the news.

Inter-school Handball Tournament

• The article on Regent Handball Team Versus the Raffles Junior College.]

http://redsports.sg/2009/11/26/raffles-institution-handball/

Handball helped him improve.

• Starring Jonathan Lian. Team Captain of Regent handball. For summarised story, read the link below. For actual full story, please buy a copy of The Straits Times. In Home Section, page B5. f you didn't get a chance to read up on the full story, I'll find time to post it up here. So plese stay tuned! :D

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_468917.html

Sayonara

Goodbye, singapore.

#5, 5th December : 0150hr

I didn't call out to you, doesn't mean that i didn't see you.

I wants and wishes to post,

But i just can't find any ideas to post on. I'm having a damn bad flu now. My stupid nose and sinus. It happens all the time. Nevermind, i can't post le. My brother needs the internet stick. SAYONARA! :D

I didn't call out for you, doesn't mean i didn't see you.

I didn't text you, doesn't mean i didn't think of you.

I didn't ring you up, doesn't mean i don't miss you.

I didn't let you know i saw you, doesn't mean i don't want you to know.