I miss you, so terribly.

do you know, how i feel right now?
'imissyou, terribly.'
this four words, kept flashing in my mind.
you smile, your laughter, you eyes,
is what i wanna hear,
and see from you right now.
i just feel so miserable,
without you by my side.
have you ever spare a thought,
or a second, to look at me?
i'm trying to stop thinking about committing suicide.
because i wanna live my life,
for you.

not him, her, them, they or anyone else.
you understand?

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Vulnerable, perhaps it's what i am.
Everyday, i love you in silence.
Never will i forget the memories and times we spent together.
Irreplaceable Memories,
Establishing my strong bond of love for you.
,
Will you understand this thought that i have?
'I miss you, dearly'
Let's not depart, any further.
Let us be like how we used to be, can we?
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Your are all that i can think of.
Over the past period of time,
Understanding what can be done, to make you happier.
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Still, i can't get over the fact,
That i still really do love you.
'I miss you.'
Letting go of everything, ain't easy.
Loving you, has taught me so much things.
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Loving needs no reasons, it takes courage.
Only if you'll to know how i feel.
Very much like how you have used to feel.
Embracing yourself to the love that you feel.
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Making it so hard for me, to tell you iloveyou.
Everyday & night, I'll be missing you.