-When you walk pass like they never were a big part of your life. How you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them.
(Adapted From http://fairer-amayeci.blogspot.com)
I actually find it quite true.
People you know, have become people you knew. Then, you no longer can look at them in the eyes. Or even just look at them, or admire them from afar. It used to take no courage, or guts to look to them. But, now you don't even dare to take a glance to look at them. Don't you think this relate so much to me to you? Look what have happened now, i don't even dare to face you. Yesterday, you were sitting right there, right in front of me. I have no idea who you were waiting for. Till i got home at night, and she talked to me, and relate to me what happened. But i really don't understand, you said 'Don't act like you care', but now, why do you want to be at least of friends again? Wasn't it that i didn't care. & i don't care? That's what you thought i did isn't it? If i had really didn't care. Would i even smsed you to ask if you were okay that day? Would i always want to send you home, just to see you reach home safely? Would i shed tears for you, for everything that you do or says? I cares, but to you, maybe it wasn't enough. You've stepped out of my life, for what that it seems to me. You can live like how you should be even though I'm not around ain't it? The O's are coming, you should concentrate on your work. With me around, it'll affect you alot. Without me, it'll be better aye? Don't worry, i know you can go through it. I have trust in you. I guess, you'll be so much better without me. That's what i think. I might be true, or might not be true. I don't know. But that's just from my perspective. I've said enough for one post. I should stop here already. Goodbye my love. iloveyou.
I'm going for my school's handball gathering soon @ The Warren. Hope it'll turn out well. & sorry Jong, i can't accompany you to go to peninsula today. What's more, i don't have an ezlink now, so yahs, I'm quite tight on cash, somemore tomorrow I'll have to go for my Youth training @ Serangoon, then to harbourfront, and then into sentosa. That's alot of transport money. Hope you understand aye? I'll accompany you some other day okay? Can't wait for tomorrow, for the Party @ Siloso Beach. Lotsa hot bods to see! :x Then I'll get jealous looking at JONG's figure again ! DAMN IT! i want his figure lahszxzx! ): I shy siah, don't dare to take out clothes! :X HAHAHA! Alright, I'm going for the HANDBALL gathering soon alr. If not it's gonna rain! :x Alright, BYEBYE world!
Just so you know, imissyou, iwantyou, ineedyou & iloveyou. I was talking to Jeslyn about you and me last night, & i couldn't stop my eyes from getting wet. You see, i miss you so much, but do you?
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