I'm sorry for not putting myself in your shoes. I'm guilty of what happened yesterday. I'm sorry that i made you cry. I just don't know how to say the right things. & i always seemed to say the wrong ones. & it ends up, hurting people around me or my own friends. I'm a ignorant asshole @ times. I admit, i really am. & I'm sorry about that. I miss you too. I think of you @ times when you couldn't come out with me. I think of you when I've so damn bored & have nothing to do. & i thought about you last night. I was feeling so guilty. I was afraid you couldn't sleep. You have school today. But it was so late already, & you told me you're thinking about stuffs. I wanted to ask what it was. & it ought to be obvious already. But i still really couldn't tell what you was thinking about. I wanted to ask, but i'm afraid i'll say the wrong things. I wanted to console you, but i didn't know how. I wanted to be there for you @ the very moment, but i couldn't leave house. I wanted to make you feel better, but i simply didn't know how. I'm falling for you, slowly. Bit by bit, seconds by seconds, & everytime i miss you, the feelings just seems to grow stronger by little bit. Yeah, you might just be a crush. But that's how love forms isn't it? It starts from a crush, then to a like, then to a feeling, & slowly, it turns to become a matured love. We'll get there soon. We will get there, together. I'll get over her, but i need you help. I need all the moral support i could get from you. I need all the care and concern i could get from you. I need all the love i can get from you. & most importantly, i need you. So please my love. Please be here for me whenever i need you. I'll be a better lover. I'll be one. Just wait and see. We'll go through this together. I know we will. Please do trust me, because i'll learn, to trust you & confide my everything to you.
I've got nothing to hide now. It's now posted up on my blog, & everyone that reads my blog, knows that i have someone that i'm fond of already, but they have yet to have any idea who you are. Then soon, your name will be written @ my introduction sidebar. & all my post will simply just be about you, you, you, & you. (:
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