I know no much words could make you feel better. But, i'm not confident in my own doings. It's not you, i swear it isn't. The problem lies with me. I'm afraid of commitment, i'm afraid i might not be able to stay faithful. I'm afraid of set-backs. It's better to end earlier, than to drag it. You see, I'm not how you used to think i were. I'm not all nice, all sweet or others. I'm not ready to fall in love yet. My mind doesn't wanna fall in love, but my heart does. So, it becomes a mixed up feeling. I'm sorry i confessed to you too soon. We shouldn't have confessed so soon. I remembered telling you, i didn't want to confess, because i wanted to be sure of my feelings first. But in the end, i confessed. It was a short term. This was what i was afraid of. I'm afraid it would only last a moment.
It's better to end now, than later. Because this is your very important year. It's your O's. If i end later, i'm afraid it might all be just too late already. I'm sorry, please be strong. & like you said, you'll sever ties, to get over me. Okay, i'll agree and respect your decision. But please promise, you'll be strong. Please.
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