I'm back from my family chalet.
Damn tired i tell you. First day, after all the friendly @ NUS handball court. Won practically every match. I did some funny & stupid stuffs also. I even played Pivot. & i scored one fastbreak! :D BY A PIVOT! :D Haha, awesome. We boys had lotsa fun too! Taking pictures with each other, individual photo for Handball Stuffs. The boys also took photos with Coach Huan! :D
Then match finished.
Went to eat, then trained from Clementi - Tenah Merah. It's a hell of a long ride when you're alone :/ Alright alright, so reach Tenah Merah, waited for 30minutes till the shuttle bus came. Then reached the chalet @ around 7 plus 8. & they were BBQ-ing already. So i went in & joined in. We had our cousins talk. Slowly a few by few came. Haha. Aiyah, also nothing much to talk about. Just quite normal loh? Then for the entire night, Lingsheng, Fanglian's boyfriend (Zhenghuan) & Me sat outside the chalet. & we talked and talked. I slept on the hammock, for only less than 2 hours. But they only took a slight nap. Close eyes to rest only. Didn't really sleep. So woke up, still very early morning.
Then, i went to the toilet to urinate,
then came back. Saw my other cousin woke up, so asked him to come out to talk. He damn cute, he knows he's tired, but never say. Haha. So he went out, & he sat by us, then after awhile, he went to sit by the fish pond, then after that he took my other cousin that he found a super perfect spot, THE NEARBY SWING! So he went, & he came back after awhile, & complained, 'Wahlao, very hard siah, cannot sleep.' Because the swing, is not like normal swing. It's wooden de, then can sit up to 3 person one. So yah, he complaining, then went back into the chalet to sleep ._. Damn cute lah he. Haha. So after awhile, the sky turned brighter, & the cousins started waking up already. Haha. So we went to play basketball @ 9am, till 10am. Then went back to chalet. Ate instant noodles for breakfast. Haha. So 'healthy'.
Then,
finished eating, went to the bowling centre, & started bowling. Damn, I'm not the bowling type man! My ball, keep going into the gutters. Except for some lucky strikes. HAHAHA :D W had 20 person playing, so divided ourselves into 4 groups, 5 person each. The bottom 2 groups will have to pay for everyone! So we played 2 rounds, first round warmup match, My group won with the highest score. Then 2nd match, very close fight with everyone in the start! Then keep striking! & we had a few lucky ones too! :D In the end, My group won with the highest score again! Lucky us! No need to pay for the bowling. So = we get to play 2 rounds of bowling for, FREEE! :D
After that, went back to eat Curry Chicken! :D Haha, had so much fun eating the chicken leg! :D HAHA. Then after that, i was too tired, so went to sleep @ the chalet upstairs. then i was awoken by my cousins asking me to go eat. Damn tired lahzxzx. So went down, eateat. Then i forgotten what i do already ._. Then i forgotten what i do already lah. Just know we BBQ again, then sleep, wake up, cabbed home by cousins. Cabbed till Cck stadium there. Then walked home alone. :D Slept, woke up, & then came online already. But still damn tired lah. Aiyah, nevermind.
Tomorrow is the release of the Olevels Results.
I don't know how to explain my feelings or mood right now. Except for nervous, & afraid. I know I'll disappoint mum. I know i surely will disappoint my entire family. Idk, i just don't know what to do or what to say when i get my results tomorrow. Whether should i silently leave the school, or just hide @ one very corner. But all i know, i need you. I will need you there. & I'll need a hug. I knew this day was coming when i just finished my Olevels. But now, I'll seriously wish for another chance. Just one more chance, I've learnt my lessons, & i really need a second chance to mend the mistakes.
I'm sorry, mum.
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