I've received my O'levels Result.
I don't know how to describe my feelings/mood. I'm semi-contented. But semi-crushed by the results. Although I've already knew what the outcome is, i was still feelings nervous. By nature, normal human beings would be anxious about receiving their Results Slip. So i sat by the hall. I was the last person queuing up for the Result Slip. They announced the top scorers, & did a briefing. Then, it was the moment of truth. They had to give the results by Index Numbers. My index was 38, 3rd in class. So i could only wait till my turn.
Soon,
It was my turn already. As i stood by the side, i saw so many people, with the expressions that i described in the previous posts. Friends of mine was crying Tears Of Joy, while some were crying Tears Of Pain. I seriously was afraid @ the very moment. I knew it'd be one of them. I sat down, it wasn't Mrs Gan in front of me. It was some other teacher. Mrs Gan had to undergo surgery on the very day that we took our results. As i sat there, she gave me my photo-copied result, & told me, 'You can't get your results unless you pay your library fines.' So i couldn't get the original one, except the photocopied one. Unless i pay the fine, & show the receipt. Then i remembered, Yvonne told me she used my card to borrow the books. So i went to look for Yvonne. Then i couldn't find her, so i went to find Yuxiang to talk. Then i didn't look @ my results. So i sat, & looked. & i saw a miracle. & i saw this.
I swear i was shocked when i saw that.
I didn't expect to have gotten a A2. Because, when they were briefing, the Principal said, "Only 4% of the O'levels takers score a distinction for English Language, & .. " There was only 1 person that scored A1 for English, & 7 person that scored A2. & guess what,
I was one of the Lucky Seven
Perhaps it was the prayer that i made in the morning. Although i don't believe in any religions. I just made one, hoping to be blessed. & indeed i was, but only in 2 subjects. I only passed English & D&T. I got a B3 for D&T. The rest, i failed. But nevertheless, i still made improvements. Because for L1R4, i scored 41 for midyear, 34 for prelim, & now 27 for O'levels. I improved by 7 everytime. Perhaps by next year, if I'm given this chance to retake it again. I'll promise to score better. Much better than this time. I wouldn't disappoint anyone. I'll score maximum 20 points. I'll pass Maths & Science. & I'll need one more subject. Now for English & D&T, I've got 5 points already. & for L1R4, i need another 3 subjects. So it shall be Maths, Combined Sciences (Physics & Chemistry) & just one more Subject. I'm planning whether to take POA, Combine Humanities or Mother Tongue.
But,
I'm fortunate enough, & I'm able to retain. I'll promise to work harder next year for O'levels. I've got 5 points now for English & D&T add up. Now i need another 15 points and below to reach my target. 15 points for 3 subjects. It should still be okay. I believe i can make it :D
F. I just had a short quarrel with my mother again.
Due to the results. But she just never seemsto look @ the good ones first. She'll scold & scold. I told her I'll retain to achieve better result. & She sort of doubts that i'll study hard. But in the end, i persuaded her to believe, i'll do well if i have one more year. I've disappointed quite a few people, but also shocked quite a few too. This year, i guarantee you, you'll be seeing a different me. I shall dominate & show the world, I'll get maximum a 20 pointer. or maybe a 15 pointer ! :D YIPEEEE.
Alright,
I shall stop my crap about dominating the world ._. Anyway, this are my results.
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