Listen to me

My friend told me this,

"Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you." I was hoping so much that it'll be true. At first, i only knew, if you dream of the person, means you think of the person too much. & that you are/ have been too occupied having thoughts about that someone. But do you know that, i dreamt about you twice. Twice during the period that you were gone. Were you really thinking about me like what the quote says? I dreamt twice. They happened of different scenarios. One of it, i woke up trembling. I woke up with my entire body drenched in cold sweat. I was so afraid of that dream. It couldn't even be a dream i guess. It was a nightmare. I was so afraid. & I didn't want that to happen to me in real life. That's why, I've learnt to realised, that i need you in my life. & i can't do without you. I want us back to where we came from. & how we started out being fond of one another. & was even supposed to go catch a movie together. I regretted, we didn't watch that movie. I wished, time could rewind. & you'll say what you said to me that day again. Regarding to us about the movie, the night i send you home, & all of our memories on the virtual world and actual world. I never want it to stop. I want it to carry on.

But,

I'm afraid. Blames, Fingers, Faults, will get pushed @ me again. & for no reason. We got into a huge quarrel just like that. I want you back, but i want to stop all these quarrels between the both of us. Will you do that, for me dear?